determination

i realized something about my life. i'm almost never able to dedicate myself to something fully. i have so many unfinished projects in my folder that i lost count of them.

this went so far once that i had to abandon some of my best friends i made on the internet, all because i was just... lazy. if i won't do something about this, nothing will ever change.

i've decided - even if no one reads this except me, every single day of my life, i will post at least once a day, until the day the internet dies. this will be my dedication and motivation.

so what if no one reads this? i will stay determined.

maybe this is how you break the cycle. not with some grand gesture or perfect plan, but with something small you can actually stick to. one post, one thought, one day at a time.

all those abandoned projects, all those friends i let drift away because i couldn't follow through - maybe this is where it stops. maybe this quiet corner of the internet is where i finally learn what commitment looks like.

determination. yeah, i like that word.